Life sucks .... Of course it does!

Life does suck. It is drained from us with the tick and tock of every clock. The thing, is living is not the same as life. We really should live every moment of the time we have in our lifespan.

So much of our time is spent in dealing with the suckiness of Life that we don't live and that gets to me.

This was brought home to me recently when it became clear I was spiralling down the drain, letting the suck drag me down.

It takes hard work to push against the suck. The problem comes when you give up on that work. I admire those who do not appear to work hard at these tasks. The thing is, everyone works hard against this pull. Everyone that is who don't appear to exert themselves overly much.

I stopped my hard work. This has become apparent in the way I interact with those I love and hold dear. It has become clear that I have let go those habits, tasks, disciplines that make up the actions that define the love I feel within me. It's not sufficient to tell a person you love them. You must take action.

I have been steeped in fate that there is someone sharing the journey with me who believes in the action oriented view of love and life.

Can I do it? Can I retrieve the inner strength that is required to exert the push against that suckiness? Let's see shall we?